Our New Normal
Life has normalized. Routines are forming as my family and I have become used to this momentary reality. The angst and chaos in the first weeks have subsided and I'm prioritizing my health again. I've taken up early morning exercises and meditation, and have regenerated a love for reading. This time has taught me that I can teach myself anything I'd like, my self-discipline is the determining factor. The education system usually gives us our routines and priorities, but over this past year, I've honed in on my own habits and methods of building discipline. This time has also made me appreciate the process of growth more, because I've had more time to reflect and live each day. I am more mindful of my day to day choices and the progress I make each day. I'm learning more about music and production and it's eye-opening to see the small shifts each day. As someone who previously repeated cycles of criticism and procrastination, I'm learning to be kind but disciplined. I make mistakes, acknowledge them without judgment, and then make a small change.
Similarly, my parents are rediscovering interests. My stepdad plays his guitar or bass longer than before, with more vigor. My aunt gifted my mother with an embroidery set and my mother is really taking to it! Overall, it feels we're all getting used to mainly living indoors and finding peace and purpose at this moment.